Hiiii! Oh my god Im back!!!

Sooooo Where was I???? Well, I'm just going to be honest with you since no one reads these anyways Haha! I kissed a girl. No, I kissed IRIE!!! I know. Crazy right!! I was with Irie and we were watching this scary documentary about monsters trapped in American monuments. Eventually, I dunno when, I started seeing things...... like a monster with red eyes staring at me from my closet! I ended up cuddling with Irie without even thinking about it. Irie made a joke about being my knight in shining armor. I thought it would be funny to reward my "hero" with a kiss but with Irie it felt... different? It still felt weird because I only see Irie as just a friend but it felt more real than it should have. I felt like my body was my own for once. We ended up kissing for a long time I think, because eventually my mom came in and she thought we were about to have sex. I tried to explain to her that we weren't going to have sex and it was all just a joke but she still got really mad at me.
She made me give up all my devices and she made Irie go back to her dad's apartment and so that's why I was gone for a few weeks. I'm dating Icarus now.